5ive days to go

Lagi 5 hari je lagi genaplah usia 24 tahun. But makin berusia makin xde rasa nak hidup. Terlalu penat untuk smue. Penat menunggu dgn hari2 mase tbuang mcam tu. Mati or injured bkan ade disisi ssape. Hidup makin berusia xde yg appreciate or nk spend mase ssame.

Sampai terfikir utk kali ni, celebration ke, ucapan or hadiah xmngharap lagi. Bukan stkat xmngharap, xrase pape pn lagi utk hari klahiran ni. Jatuh bangun sendiri2 jgk, yela tgh xde pape kan. Pgi mmane org sekeliling tahu hina, maki, cemuh, and judge bukan2. Tiap kali ade je yg nk mnyakitkan hati. Tmpat perlindungan baik rumah or ssape bukan ade lagi.

Kkdang, hurm bukan stkat kkdang lagi but hari2 dah rasenye sampai perasaan pun dah lali. Asik dimnta mnyorok, knape malu eh? I see, tapi xpela xmnx pun nak mngaku sokey sbb yg mmbawa buruk baik name diri sndiri kan? Xnak mngaku pn xpela, apedehal. Xdehal bro ;)

Happy advanced birthday to me, hoping gonna lost this memory and bile bangun dapat durian runtuh supaya xknal or ingat ssape. Bawak diri and blah jejauh. That's it, amin. Moga diperkenankan.

Malam tahlil arwah Muhd Naim Bin Zainal Abidin

Desa Tambun, Ipoh

• Bila smpai je rumah obek nanang, yg dah ade cume obek meimei and abg ejal anak dye. Tahlil start lepas isyak. Dalam pukul 8:15pm mcam tu ibu sampai. Dye mai dgn obek e'ah, iwa, iza, and indra. Ape yg kelakarnya obek dgn sepupu aku kemain risau siap bnyk kali bgthu aku ibu aku dah smpai :D
• Apa lagi, ibu kandung kan? Sebagai anak mai laa hadap salam cium tgn, ayah xajar aku jadi biadap so bnda baik mestila kena buat. Ibu sambut salam, acah konon xnak tgk muke aku. Nyampah benor ye? Hahaha

Lepak-ing dengan obek-obek

• Sembang itu ini, semakin rancak lah suara aku. Sedara ramai apedehal kan? Seronok deme mlayan aku. Tak sangka lame xnmpak batang hidung kau ttibe muncul plak mngejut padahal crita aku hebat org menjaja, chill sudah ;)
• Abg ipar ayah aku pun tnye, "so skrg ni hg dah brape lame kt ipoh, ika?" Aku jawab bersahaja "dah tiga bulan bek."
• "Habis selama ni muka hg kat mana?!" Aikk obek kerek nampak, ape lagi slumber aku jawab, "ade kat sini haa muke xnmpak ke?" Hahaha berubah berkerut muke obek aku. Ape ingat aku ni jahanam sangat ke? Werkk! :p

Ketibaan ratu mulut muncung

• Tudia, mulut muncung aka retis sampai dah. Tetiba ade org cuit belakang aku, ehh adi botak abg sepupu aku pn ade, sempat la buat lawak sat dgn dye. Salam hormat dye dgn kak rina, sempat laa tnye khabar. Alhamdulillah perang dingin rumah nini, abg adi & kak ina xmasuk campur. Aku dengan abg & kakak sepupu hubungan elok je, syukur :)
• Nini nampak ibu, ibu nampak nini (maklumlah besar dgn besar) HAHAHA
• Kemain lagi kata si nini "ohh aunty ku" peluk laga cium pipi bagai dengan ibu pun gitu haaaa biasalah comolot partner. Both are covering each other secrets. Huahuahua

Sabar

• Tetiba sepupu aku dtg nasihatkan aku minta bersabar sbb mak aku lebihkan org. Alaa xdehal laa chill laa dah xheran la, aku xsalah buatpe nak goyang. Dah tlebih knyg dgn crita buruk depa jaja sal aku. Jgn perut depa terlebih bncit mngata aku sudah. Pahala percuma sapa tak mau.
• Life must go on, ape nak pikir benda bodoh gini. Xdehal lah. Orang yg percaya bkn stakat bodoh, tapi hitam hati bkan setakat dikulit.
• Kalau nak dikatakan, anak obek aku pn mlm tahlil tu cakap dye rasa nak je sound mak aku. Aku tnye apehal, dye cakap mak aku sindir dye. Aku cakap senang je, anak sendiri dye buat haruk ni kan anak buah yg dye xngam. Biarkan jgn lyan, sbb dye sayang nini je. Mampus p laa. Kisah plak?

Indra Putra Kasuma

• Malam tu kemain dye ngendeng kat aku sampai dye lupe yg ayah marahkan aku. Siap tanya banyak kali, "balik laa rumah boleh tidur dgn suma. "Hari ape kakak nak balik, jgn lupa bagtitahu. Suma tunggu kakak" :')
• Seriously, lama xjumpe adik bongsu aku ni makin handsome plak dye skrg. Proud of him sbb dye bukan lalang. What happen arounds him dye xamek port, ape yg dye tahu Kakak Kiko's is his favorite sister! Love you adik xxx 

Rasanya stkat ni saja lah story utk harini. And just tertanya siapakah sakai yg log in wechat aku, then tetiba delete or blocking me thru wechat. Beb, goyang ka? Esok mati mcam mane? Xleh lari wei air neraka gasak kejar hg laa, bawak bertaubat k.

p/s: biar kita dipandang hina dimata org sekeliling, jgn dipandang hina oleh yg maha Esa. Bertaubatlah selagi masih sempat ;)

For you ayah, kakak always love you. I miss you every seconds in my life. Be strong, insyaAllah satu hari ayah tahu kenapa kakak diamkan diri. take care xx

Sisters and brother, look back those times, think carefully why all this happened and because of whom. Then decide what is the best for family if you are in my shoes. Take care, kakak sayang korang and maafkan atas ape yg dah jadi. Fight for your right, fight for your blood :')

Akiko without Orden's?

First of all, ramai sangat yg dah perasan ape dah jadi dengan Akiko anak kesayangan Orden's ni.
Why I'm leaving AirAsia X, and peoples keep judging and saying all bad fucking things about me.
Okay read, listen, and understand.

Before berhenti dari AirAsia X

1. Once a week, selalu sngat received call from my sisters either in whatsapp msg or thru wechat and so on. My sisters selalu sangat mengadu what is going on in Ipoh, they are not trying to say any bad things about my mum, which I'm not going to mentioned what had she done.
2. After listening, bukan terus assume membabi buta okay. Apply Annual Leave, balik Ipoh and terus siasat what is exactly happened and yet i am surprised sebab i saw what is going on.

Adopted son name Ewan's

1. This fucker came from where the hell I'm not really sure but as my mum said he is a guy from Kelantan. Dye kerap sangat cerita masalah bodoh dye kat ibu aku about drugs, friendship, study, and family matters.
2. Ewan dah kahwin and ada anak, menurut ibu isterinya ade di Kelantan. Yg pelik mak bapak Ewan ni tak mampus lagi, tapi sibuk mengadu kat ibu pasal parents dye suh ceraikan bini, Bila ibu bagi nasihat xnk plak hg dengar kan? Duk kusut kepala donga lah!

Sj & Nahjuwa Orden's

1. Dua adik aku ni mengadu katanya ibu banyak habiskan masa melayan masalah iwan, duduk dekat rumah dengan hp , sibuk melayan group gosip dye bagai.
2. Make it short, Iwa terbaca msg yg Ewan anta dekat ibu katanya "I Miss You" hahaha what the fuck ;)
3. And Ewan selalu mintak topup dekat ibu, amount Rm5 ibu akan bagi Rm10 an bila mintak Rm10 dapat topup Rm20. Ingat ibu aku mak kau ke setan?

Asam Pedas Tajria's

1. Tempat ibu aku mencari rezeki sebagai chef. Kat sini ibu bekerja dengan Nini, Ila, Ekin dan musibut lain.
2. Sejak keje sini, ibu berubah layan lagi jiwang mcam hati minah bodoh tiga ekor ni. Sorry aku dah xde hati nak pakai ayat sopan.

Okay, dekat sini aku nak bgthu yg aku tak puas hati dengan Nini sebab2 tertentu dimana aku dtg rumah obek aku and tanya what is actually her problem sampai buat satu benda ni diluar expectation aku,

Nini

• Anak Bali & Zaleha 
• Sebaya aku 23 tahun
• Toklen okay

Dipendekkan cerita, Nini ni adelah upload benda tak elok kt wechat and cakap itu ini, kata aku xback up sedara bagai sbb biarkan tunang dye Tengku Ameer melayan Yaya Poilam. Aku xsuka buat tindakan melulu, aku siasat tnya elok-elok betul ke ape yg Nini cakap. So pihak Yaya nak saman malu sebab si Nini cakap yaya pelacur bagai. Maruah oramg jgn sesuka nak jaja. Aku cakap dgn Yaya, elok discuss sbb Nini sepupu aku, aku xnak benda kecik jadi besar. Okay depa setuju.

Rumah Obek Bali & E'ah

1. Masih hormat obek, datang bagi salam and cium tgn obek siap cakap ade benda nak settle. Dengan nada marah "Haaaa silakan masuk panggil semua org, hg ni kurang ajar nak panggil anak aku sial" kata obek Eah kat aku.
2. Obek, relax dulu bnde blm mula kan? Gelabah pehal? :D Aku tnye, first time ke anak kena panggil sial? Bile mase aku cakap? Anak hg ingat malaikat nak suh aku p mati xde pun aku report kat ayah ibu aku sebab "Nini untung buat sieaaa bukan stkat mak bapak backup, ibu aku pun sebelahkan dye. Okay copy?"
3. Obek Eah sambut salam aku ng family Yaya siap cakap, "Duduklah jgn risau, bukan ade pelaris pun" Kenapa ehh obek cakap macam tu? Hahahaha

Discussion bertukar perang dingin

Simple je soalan aku dekat obek bali and e'ah.

Obek, tujuan ika datang bukan nak masuk campur hal Nini dengan tunang walaupun datang dgn mereka. Yg itu kita bincang kemudian lepas ika cakap ape sebab ika nak jumpa dengan Nini, anak obek smpai ika rase tak puas hati.

Obek E'ah warning aku, "Ika hg dgr sini, obek xsngka hg kurang ajar dtg buat cerita. Lepas ni hg keluar hg bukan anak buah obek lagi, Nini bukan sepupu hg!" Betul itu obek nak? Xdehal laaa

Okay obek bali, ika nak tanya dekat Nini sekali dgr eh?

1. Ape salah ika smpai Nini tergamak ajar Ipoh look around and cari anak ikan?
2. Bila ika tegur salah ibu, ibu kata for fun and ibu ngadu kat nini smpai nini cakap "Anak-anak cik ziela jealous lah tu"
3. Obek, ibu ika bukan janda atau single mother eh? Suami dye ayah ika masih hidup. Adik Ipar obek bali, adik kandung obek e'ah, ape salah buat kami mcam ni?

Guess what, obek bali xleh jawab and obek eah ulang bnda same for few times aku kurang ajar, buat mulut. GILA punya org! Anak hg buat salah lagi mahu tutup cerita pongpang! Sumpah lawak.

Nini answered my questioned. Katanya

• Hg tahu nape mak hg rapat dgn aku, sbbnye ibu hg tak suka bf hg. Sbb tu ngadu kat aku.

Wei bangsat, kalau xsuka laki aku ke, tunang aku ke, suami aku ke? Ape kena mengena hg nak ajar dye bnde alah pukimak tu,bodoh! Xpaham soalan.

Sejak kejadian tu, aku merajuk dgn ayah sbb ayah xback up aku, xdefend aku, xpujuk aku tp sibuk bangsat lain yg xtaw crita bgthu ayah mane location aku. Wei brothers and uncles, I am in Ipoh. Apa lancau korang nak ngadu bagai haa. Aku cakap dkat ayah, aku akan balik rumah dgn syarat xnk jme ibu sebab hati aku terluka.

Ayah siang malam kerja, ibu sibuk keluar karaoke dgn Nini, spendtime dengan janda. Bukan korang xtaw janda perangai mcam mane. Aku anak ayah, anak kesayangan ayah. Aku tahu korang xleh tgk ayah lebihkan aku. Tapi aku bersumpah, those people that betrayed me slowly akan dpat balasan satu ahri nanti! Sebab ape, lpas aku dah okay dengan ayah baru baru ni, after few days aku text ayah. Ayah terus berbeza padahal he had said that he love me. Aku xatw mulut puaka mana xleh tgk ayah sygkan aku?

Betrayed

1. Adik-adik, kenapa saat ayah marah pasal kakak, no one stand up for me? Kenapa korang xbgthu why kakak jadi pemarah jadi pembenci, jadi semua ni?
2. Why no explanation for me from your side? All happened because korang yg bukak cerita dulu sbb korg xleh trima Nini and ibu buat ayah. But why kakak sorang jadi mangsa? Is it fair for me?

I am running out of time, i'll be update again this hurting journey tomorrow. Sekarang ni nak bersiap pergi tahlil sepupu aku. Semoga arwah Naim Zainal Abidin dicucuri rahmat.

Takziah obek Nanang's and family xx

E-SISTER

Gelak ketawa, suka duka, sedih gembira kita kongsi bersama. Tersenyum sendiri tatkala mengenangkan saat-saat ketika bersama. Apelah yg adik adik kakak tgh buat sekarang ni kan? Rindu gege ngemol, rindu iwa kerut dahi, rindu iza cari pasal, rindu suma yg slalu nak perhatian. Tak lupe jgk dkat ayah ibu, and abg adik yang tersayang lagi nalo. Hahaha.

Dimana skalipun korang, kkak slalu sayangkan korang, rndu korang smue. Nak je balik rumah, but nanti dulu laa still awal kan? I wish i have millions K right now. Nak bawak korg pg jauh jauh. Semak kan duduk sini dengan kerenah org org gila. Xpela, pelan pelan je laa yg penting kita xsusahkan org.
But terpikir knape org slalu susahkan kita.

Take care dear sisters and brother.
Lotsaaloves,

Akiko Orden

My soul

From the first day i saw you, never thought you would have me as your soul mate. Nothing much to say, thank you for everything, i do love you so much b. Appreciate you can be a man then a boy. Stay strong, think positive, i will always be with you with God's will. Happy 6th monthsarry soon. Take good care of your self. Baby heart you xx

MFHAO

No captions. nothing to say. Just a little words. I do love you so much Furqan Hakimi's. Love you more than anyone else will do. Gonna miss you bbie xx

I am turning 22 years old today!

Hari ni genap 22 tahun. Saat ni cuba menanam satu prasaan yg baru. Satu yang baru hanya diri sendiri saje yg taw laa. Heee, pape pun kalau ade perselisihan faham. Better simpan sndiri sbb malas nak argue. Hee then kalu boley xnak amek port hal kkluargaan sbb for me better jaga family sndiri sbb xnak things that happened around jadi dkt adik2.. Biar org buat kite tapi jgn kte buat org. Pape pun i'm still with my own principe. Kalau itu, itu laaa. Kalu pergi, pergilah. Hahaha mcam pelik je bunyi nye kan. Kepada yg berkenaan. Maafkan saya ye..

Lots of love,
Akiko

March 2013

Thought March will be differents than the others month, althought its isn't and i'm quite frustrated. Nothing can changes it and make it turns by the time. Peoples were born to have the happiness, but before we met the truth happiness we will through the suffering at the start. What suprising me, the idiot bitch keep stalking me around. I don't really know what the hell she wants from me. Jerky of me buddy, a very kind to describe a preety suck of you. Hahaha. Just forget about it.

Disappearing

I'll be back soon, just give me some times.
Currently busy with my work.
Lots of love xx

I'm back!

I'm coming back after few months has been disappear. Cool, amazing, extreaming life I've been go through. So far, peoples called me as a gangster. What a Bullshit!! Haha. Now days peoples love to judge other people, they don't even know how to judge or describe their self and their own family.  But I don't give a damn much. who's cares? I've got my own personality. Why do I have to listening to people who speak to me? Don't be too pathetic right? I can speak much now, the time is running. I have to rush. Got work to do. Got to go, see you later. Bye xxx

SPM?! Read this :)

Woww untung lahh SPM results bukan straight A's pun mampu masuk Facebook siap tag dekat org lagi kan? Agaknye kalau straight A's kuar newspaper, pastu satu kampung, satu taman buat banner besar tuk dye kann? Hahaa mcam gampang! Hahaha!! Mesty kau tnye kan, "Kau ade?!" Ni aku ley jawab dengan easy all the way. Aku A xperlu ade, sbb name aku pun A for Akiko and A for Atika :) And yet, setakat result gempak kau tuhh kau dpat BB Curve 4, and braces, no need to vogue out laa. Aku result relax je mcam-mcam aku dapat. Braces pun bukan harga 2K, tapi 4K+ tapi aku cool je. Xde la nak bangga giler cam kau siap bergigi sana sini mcam mangkaq ja. HAHAHA

Come on laa, setakat result A's bahagian pendandanan xyah nak bngga, engatkan subject kau market, setakat subject tuh, jadi nelayan lagi susah laa. Nak p laut tgkap ikan, maw kena tebar jala. Mengharungi ombak tinggi, tak gituu. Hahaha!! Xtaw lak plakk aku if kau nak mngharungi ombak besar kau nak kene tayang gigi besi kau tuh?! Yukkss giler jakun laa kau ni. Gigi kau tu, ombak rindu gedik santai boleh laa. Hahaha.

Sorry laa, bukan nak kutuk ke ape, tp aku rase kau over sngat la, aku mmg ske saiko org. Org suke atau x ape aku kisah, sbb aku confirm org yg tgk kau pun sure meluat tapi biasa la manusia ramai talam dua muka. Xsuka pun kata suka, easy to say HIPOKRIT ;)

Futhermore, as a human being i believe as long result gempak mane pun, if jalan hidup xpndai bawak pun, kau hanyut tetap hanyut. Cemerlang SPM xbmakne kau bjaya sampai akhir hayat. Gagal SPM xbmkne kau gagal slamanye. And normally result alaa cikai tu la yg xpenah susahkan org. That's all from me, thank you :)

Is this a life test, we'll see.

It's been quite fast to be coming to February of 2012. Haven't yet finish the January, lots of ridiculous moments are happened. Why I have to face this kind of nonsense fate things? Dear people, can you please stop arguing and being a matured minded human? There's no excuse by telling that we are not perfect. But we have mind to think and not to nagging bad thing about people around us.

Please I'm begging you not to be a snob. No more snicker while having fun together. That's so annoying. Shameless one! Very disappointed and we are not going to be the same anymore brothers! Once you left the smudge on our relationship, forever it will be there. It will not returning back and never return to you..

For a years we are together like a happy family, and on these second everything will be over, thanks for everything that we shared together, I might gonna missed out our late conversation, but when i think previously for what you giving and doing to us. I just gonna put all the shits on your face. Take care, happy smugness your wanker brothers!

There will be no loneliness

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while. So when you're lonely remember it's true that somebody somewhere is thinking of you :)

However it is, you should no that you will never be alone boy, cause I'll always be there for you when you need me. Believe it.

When you're alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers. Remember that in those spaces, you can see my fingers locked with forever. 

Secret Recipe

Syukur alhamdulillah, puasa yang tinggal time bulan ramadhan ritu dah ganti. Sekarang ni teringin lak nak makan secret recipe, lagipun dah janji nak belanja family makan sana before balik KL. Hee x sabar sngat dah ni nak tunggu hari esok, tekak ni dah terliur sangat dah ni nak makan secret recipe. Hari tu ngidam Mc'Donalds sebab sebulan x makan since balik Ipoh, mane laa pipi ni x berjerawat, badan x gemok. Cholesterol banyak dah dlam badan ni, tu yg berat badan naik. Bile weight da naik baru la time tu kelam kabut ajak abang Fadzlei pegi reduce weight, haha!! 

Bile kat KL lak, kalau malas masak, Oldtown White Coffee dgn Mc'Donalds la tempat mengenyangkan perut aku yang lapar tu. Pernah sekali, dtg gila seminggu aku bantai makan Oldtown, sampai Lauren cakap, Kiki I tell you early in Melbourne there's no oldtown for you, but we promise to give you delicious cook xx Then time abang Fadzlei pegi Korea, weight jatuh 5 kg dlam 5 hari, nak naik kan weight tu balik, seminggu straight makan Spicy fried chicken Mc'd and terus weight naik 3 kg setengah.

Makan luar ni memang sedap, tapi problems yang akan dtg esok, ntah penyakit ape la kan? Hishh camne laa nak kurangkan makan ni semua. Favorite kut!! >.<

Cake is tasty, but it can nourish the body :)

Like father like daughter

Like father like daughter, look like simple words but so mean! If in malay they said as bapak borek anak rintik!! The world is beautiful, more wonderful when in a family i have a father who's not only a father, but he's my bestfriend too! We do loving, caring to each others and sharing everything together.. He's such Daddy cool yoo! I love you so much, more than everything in this world! There's nothing  can compete you daddy orden! xx 

You know what, the times when i get upset, he's the only one whom play the rolls to make me happy. Whatever it is, he will definitely find a solution and keep trying to make me laughing xx you're such a lovely father that i had :) 

But i was thinking, did we still can be forever like now once you had to leave us, can we still smiling without adorable father? However, this is the fact, everyone's should'll be leaving once the time has come. We just have to get ready, but we're not ready at all. It's to heavy to bear. Dear Allah, can you please give my family good health. We do love these family so much, so much love to my lovely parents!

The main thing that we can be so closed are he's understanding, everything that we're sharing are alike, he's my best partner for dancing and my mum is my best partner for singing!! Everytime the conversation, we often quarrel, when it turns insanely, we both will have wrestling moments between father and daughters, and mumma will be the referee! What an adorable family, love you ayah orden :')

  

Indahnya hubungan adek & kakak

Elok aku tengah santai-santai lepak dalam bilik, lepas satu-satu adek aku masuk lepak atas katil. Cam biasa, cerita pun dibuka. So first of all aku tanye adek bongsu aku, Indra yg membahasakan diri dye sebagai Kasuma,

Kiko  : Suma, Kiko nak tanye ni. Suma sayang sape erk?

Suma : Suma sayang kak Kiko la, kak Kiko kan putih sama mcam Suma, ibu dengan kak Eiwa..

Sj      : Ohh abes Gege (SJ) Suma x syg kak gege ke? >.<

Suma : Bukan Suma xnak sayang, tapii.. Kak gege tu hitam, sama macam ayah dengan kak Eiza!!

HAHAHAHAHA :D

Sj      : Ok xpe Suma kak gege nak bgitahu ibu ape Suma buat, gege mrajuk!!!

# Suma terus peluk kaki SJ

Suma : Kak gege, Suma.. Suma sayangg kak gege, sebab kaki kak gege sama mcam kaki suma hitam! HAHA

So, aku cerita la kat ibu ape yg jadi kat dlam bilik, ibu wat relax je, senyum apa pun tarak. SO taw ape Kasuma buat..?

# Menggosok lengan ibu sambil cakap " Ibu, ibu.. Senyum laa, kak Kiko cerita tu, senyum la ibu, jangan laa masam, kak Kiko cerita lawak tu. Ahahaha, adek, adekk :') "

My parents. I miss them much. But this coming May I'm coming back home for 2 months. Yipeee, can't wait for the moment. My grandpa is going to support us at the Lostword Of Tambun in Ipoh. May we have enjoy and fun day with beloved family :) He's a brave man, he will doing anything to full fill her kids needs. Thanks for everything daddy! She is the only lady that love her kids so much, but when she gets extremly angry, don't wait to much, up your steps and runnnn, haha :D But i love to fighting mouth with her. I love you mum :)

Aussie Family ♥

There were my Aussie Family peeps :) We've been together in Malaysia from 6th February 2011 until 23rd February 2011. Even thought the time's that we spend together in Malaysia is only for a month. Now, you guys have been home for a month already! Yes we all know is nice to be home, and I know you guys are happy staying with us in Malaysia just sometime the happy moment turn to sadness and pressures just because of a man act like a childish right? Jack, Lauren, and Daniel, yes we are family. Fadz and I miss waking up to you guys and miss our fun adventures!! :) great times to remember!! But till now, when I'm giving a first step to Fadz house, what will I do is I'm gonna take a look in your bedroom, sometimes I feels like you guys are still here. I heard your voices shouting to Dan, I heard Jack voice calling me and he never stop been crumpy when he never seen where am I. Then I took a walk to the toilet, what I've seen is I was giving Jack a shower. It's really hurts me Lauren, I can't stop thinking both of you. Fadz and I really wanna visit you guys in Melboune, but Fadz didn't have any chance as you know. We feels shame if there's nothing we brought from Malaysia for you.

Lauren, haha you really had a crazy dream about me and Fadz last night. You said I am pregnant with twins, haha and I got married Fadz but you guys were sad not invited. By the way hunny bunch, I miss you more. As I said last time, I'm coming visiting you guys soon. Wait for me, I'll send big sloppy kisses to my love Jack. Can't wait for great huggles! xxLove Akiko and Fadzxx

He's so adorable :)

I miss my Jack man. The moment you hugs me with your sloppy kisses, I feels like the more you tends to give me your love, Jack. Now, you're growing to fast. You'll learning many things in this world. Where ever you go, and what ever you do, I hope you will always think of me. I'm promise Jack, when everything in Malaysia have done, I will come and visit you in Melbourne. Mum's always told me you miss my cuddles. Thought you should know I miss our adventures that we've been sharing, caring and enjoying together. Be a good boy, don't be cheeky like Tiger Fadz xx. He miss you so much Jack. Love Akiko xx