Disappearing

I'll be back soon, just give me some times.
Currently busy with my work.
Lots of love xx

I'm back!

I'm coming back after few months has been disappear. Cool, amazing, extreaming life I've been go through. So far, peoples called me as a gangster. What a Bullshit!! Haha. Now days peoples love to judge other people, they don't even know how to judge or describe their self and their own family.  But I don't give a damn much. who's cares? I've got my own personality. Why do I have to listening to people who speak to me? Don't be too pathetic right? I can speak much now, the time is running. I have to rush. Got work to do. Got to go, see you later. Bye xxx

SPM?! Read this :)

Woww untung lahh SPM results bukan straight A's pun mampu masuk Facebook siap tag dekat org lagi kan? Agaknye kalau straight A's kuar newspaper, pastu satu kampung, satu taman buat banner besar tuk dye kann? Hahaa mcam gampang! Hahaha!! Mesty kau tnye kan, "Kau ade?!" Ni aku ley jawab dengan easy all the way. Aku A xperlu ade, sbb name aku pun A for Akiko and A for Atika :) And yet, setakat result gempak kau tuhh kau dpat BB Curve 4, and braces, no need to vogue out laa. Aku result relax je mcam-mcam aku dapat. Braces pun bukan harga 2K, tapi 4K+ tapi aku cool je. Xde la nak bangga giler cam kau siap bergigi sana sini mcam mangkaq ja. HAHAHA

Come on laa, setakat result A's bahagian pendandanan xyah nak bngga, engatkan subject kau market, setakat subject tuh, jadi nelayan lagi susah laa. Nak p laut tgkap ikan, maw kena tebar jala. Mengharungi ombak tinggi, tak gituu. Hahaha!! Xtaw lak plakk aku if kau nak mngharungi ombak besar kau nak kene tayang gigi besi kau tuh?! Yukkss giler jakun laa kau ni. Gigi kau tu, ombak rindu gedik santai boleh laa. Hahaha.

Sorry laa, bukan nak kutuk ke ape, tp aku rase kau over sngat la, aku mmg ske saiko org. Org suke atau x ape aku kisah, sbb aku confirm org yg tgk kau pun sure meluat tapi biasa la manusia ramai talam dua muka. Xsuka pun kata suka, easy to say HIPOKRIT ;)

Futhermore, as a human being i believe as long result gempak mane pun, if jalan hidup xpndai bawak pun, kau hanyut tetap hanyut. Cemerlang SPM xbmakne kau bjaya sampai akhir hayat. Gagal SPM xbmkne kau gagal slamanye. And normally result alaa cikai tu la yg xpenah susahkan org. That's all from me, thank you :)

Is this a life test, we'll see.

It's been quite fast to be coming to February of 2012. Haven't yet finish the January, lots of ridiculous moments are happened. Why I have to face this kind of nonsense fate things? Dear people, can you please stop arguing and being a matured minded human? There's no excuse by telling that we are not perfect. But we have mind to think and not to nagging bad thing about people around us.

Please I'm begging you not to be a snob. No more snicker while having fun together. That's so annoying. Shameless one! Very disappointed and we are not going to be the same anymore brothers! Once you left the smudge on our relationship, forever it will be there. It will not returning back and never return to you..

For a years we are together like a happy family, and on these second everything will be over, thanks for everything that we shared together, I might gonna missed out our late conversation, but when i think previously for what you giving and doing to us. I just gonna put all the shits on your face. Take care, happy smugness your wanker brothers!

There will be no loneliness

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while. So when you're lonely remember it's true that somebody somewhere is thinking of you :)

However it is, you should no that you will never be alone boy, cause I'll always be there for you when you need me. Believe it.

When you're alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers. Remember that in those spaces, you can see my fingers locked with forever. 

Secret Recipe

Syukur alhamdulillah, puasa yang tinggal time bulan ramadhan ritu dah ganti. Sekarang ni teringin lak nak makan secret recipe, lagipun dah janji nak belanja family makan sana before balik KL. Hee x sabar sngat dah ni nak tunggu hari esok, tekak ni dah terliur sangat dah ni nak makan secret recipe. Hari tu ngidam Mc'Donalds sebab sebulan x makan since balik Ipoh, mane laa pipi ni x berjerawat, badan x gemok. Cholesterol banyak dah dlam badan ni, tu yg berat badan naik. Bile weight da naik baru la time tu kelam kabut ajak abang Fadzlei pegi reduce weight, haha!! 

Bile kat KL lak, kalau malas masak, Oldtown White Coffee dgn Mc'Donalds la tempat mengenyangkan perut aku yang lapar tu. Pernah sekali, dtg gila seminggu aku bantai makan Oldtown, sampai Lauren cakap, Kiki I tell you early in Melbourne there's no oldtown for you, but we promise to give you delicious cook xx Then time abang Fadzlei pegi Korea, weight jatuh 5 kg dlam 5 hari, nak naik kan weight tu balik, seminggu straight makan Spicy fried chicken Mc'd and terus weight naik 3 kg setengah.

Makan luar ni memang sedap, tapi problems yang akan dtg esok, ntah penyakit ape la kan? Hishh camne laa nak kurangkan makan ni semua. Favorite kut!! >.<

Cake is tasty, but it can nourish the body :)

Like father like daughter

Like father like daughter, look like simple words but so mean! If in malay they said as bapak borek anak rintik!! The world is beautiful, more wonderful when in a family i have a father who's not only a father, but he's my bestfriend too! We do loving, caring to each others and sharing everything together.. He's such Daddy cool yoo! I love you so much, more than everything in this world! There's nothing  can compete you daddy orden! xx 

You know what, the times when i get upset, he's the only one whom play the rolls to make me happy. Whatever it is, he will definitely find a solution and keep trying to make me laughing xx you're such a lovely father that i had :) 

But i was thinking, did we still can be forever like now once you had to leave us, can we still smiling without adorable father? However, this is the fact, everyone's should'll be leaving once the time has come. We just have to get ready, but we're not ready at all. It's to heavy to bear. Dear Allah, can you please give my family good health. We do love these family so much, so much love to my lovely parents!

The main thing that we can be so closed are he's understanding, everything that we're sharing are alike, he's my best partner for dancing and my mum is my best partner for singing!! Everytime the conversation, we often quarrel, when it turns insanely, we both will have wrestling moments between father and daughters, and mumma will be the referee! What an adorable family, love you ayah orden :')